hello you all.
i wanted to talk about this artist for a while no as she is one of the people that soothes my mind the most, but I wanted to get a full picture first and listen to her entire discography.. i discovered her music back when i was fifteen and very chronically online and very alone. at the time i was still deep in my vocaloid phase; and had just discovered more experimental-sounding producers who really resonated with me; while still being a enormous yume nikki fan, a game i had discovered two years ago and never let go of.one day i’ll talk about how yn’s ambiant loops and vocaloid industrial music shaped my taste and eventually led me to bands like throbbing gristle and such… but thats a story for another time. anyway , while searching youtube i found this video whose flash-style animation immediately struck me . what you’re hearing now is a pitched version of tujiko noriko’s « dead earth » . i was immediately mesmerized by these sounds back then . it felt so peaceful and at the same time like a kind of surrender to the forces of sadness; very reminiscent of antihoney’s « dream ended  like this » one of my favorite artist at the time and probably ever. for some reason i didn’t really research her much back then; i was just happy with a few songs of hers that i found mainly this opening track from album "blurred in my mirror": i find it to be so fascinating feels like kind of an anxiety crisis and searching for confort and reassurance where you can at least for me . i could make a whole paragraph about who she id but i feel like i’m not qualified to do that so, without further ado, here are my absolute favorite songs from tujiko noriko and i beg you to listen to them.

to be completely honest i adore each one of her work. i tried to select as few as i can but go listen to her please.
thanks for reading me as always much love for 2026





hello dear windowers (i cant believe i actually wrote that)
just lockin in quickly to present to you this composer i discovered via my favorite bootleg channel cuckalliance. u gotta love how i'm not gatekeeping it and yes the name is funny.
arturo en el barco is a puerto rican artist, i couldnt find much info on her, except her bandcamp each one of her socials are dead.
on a archived myspace page she states that her influences are mostly bjork and tujiko noriko and thats about right. i'll stop talking for now as i am a very bad music journalist and here is the album i listened to while bleaching my moldy shower (actually worked very well, worth the headache) go on and give it a listen if you like cutesy abstract ambiant music.



hi y'all. allow me to talk about my latest music obsession : kesson shoujo. you may know them as watashinokoko (わたしのココ) for being ranked in "creepiest vocaloid songs "(lmao) as their music uses LaLaVoice, a voice synthesizer similar to the aformentioned vocaloid. however kesson shoujo was the first name of the project, and tends to be more ambient-music focused. i highly reccommend their album "childhood in an housing complex"









my newest discovery was brought to me by RPG MAKER game Re-Kinder
(i'll have to write on it as soon as i finish it!) as i was falling asleep to a gameplay of it, one song struck out to me. while searching for the corresponding OST, i discovered that Parun, creator of aforementioned game, used many different source materials for it. after a little digging i found that the song was actually part of self-titled EP "Terror at the opera" from 2004... turns out its integrity is a masterpiece of nostalgia and eeriness. here's the song in question



recently i got back into the vocaloid electronic/experimental music, it was actually my first contact with ambient and breakbit music lol
i don't know if it's everyone's cup of tea, but i do really like sakizakisaki !!!(﨑﨑﨑) their songs feel like a construction site/ garage music from the 2000's. such a shame they're inactive now.




ok so now i have to pour out all my love for vocaloid experimental producers... here we go lol
i absolutely adore this song by Hikkie-p. i don't know why i haven't stumbled into it before.i love the simplicity and the emotion this song vehiculates



(can you believe the music video is actually made in Excel.....)

okay, so this section is named "films" bc i didn't know how to name it differently but actually i wanted to present here all of my favorite video media (but "video media" is an ugly ass title, sooooo..)
i guess the easiest way of letting you know my films recommendations is by directly linking my letterboxd (made for the main purpose of actually REMEMBERING what i watch) and making small updates of things i watch and like.

what i can directly tell you, is that my main favorites titles are :

hello dear friends. today i wanna tell you the alleged story of Oleg Mitasov.

while i was searching for pictures representing "horror vacui" for a page i was doing on this concept , as i can sometimes spot similar patterns in my arts, i stumbled onto four intricate pics;
they where included in a "horror vocui examples thread" but these four stood out as they looked like they where coming from the same source. (very poor definition, same lightning)
i downloaded them and used them on my page; but i wanted to know the context behing these sceneries.

see ? pretty intriguing . by doing a reverse image-search i only found an article in russian (kinda logic since these writing looked very much like cyrillic alphabet) about some kind of exhibit in 2018 at Kharkov; Ukraine.
however searching a little bit harder i was finally able to find the author of these scribblings; and while some of them were being showed in a gallery, there's actually no way to know if his intentions were of an artistic kind.

not much is know of Oleg Mitasov; he was born in 1953 in , well , Kharkov, and the legend goes that while he was on his way to receive his PhD in economics with his thesis in hand , he apparently left it on the tram and was never able to claim his title.
this event made him experience a mental breakdown and from this day , he started to cover his apartment in scribblings , some of them are sentences, others are just formations of letters. from the translations i could read there's several mentions of "VAK" apparently an acronym for Higher Attestation Commission, a reference to the thesis incident; his name is often seen too, and when he got out of "canvases" he just started writing on the walls of neighboring houses.
he died in 1999 of tuberculosis at the mental hospital he was being treated .
that was kind of a quick resumé , but to be honest there's not much more info , at least in a language i could read, and i am not in any way qualified to write a full article lol, but here's the sources i used :
https://allthatsinteresting.com/oleg-mitasov
https://web.archive.org/web/20191216130727/https://magazine.sangbleu.com/2013/11/07/oleg-mitasov/
(there's more info and pictures on these links if this story interested you)
thank you for reading and ...idkk... kisses ?

here i'll try to compile all my favorite artists and inspirations.

i love with a deep passion gekidan inu curry. duo of artists "2shiroinu" and "doroinu", they are responsible for puella magi madoka magica's (my favorite all time anime) astonishing collages.




while searching the internet i found about "Nishioka Kyoudai", a duo of mangaka artists. so far i have read "kami no kodomo" and "jigoku". i can't really recommend the first one as it is very brutal and graphic and i don't know how i feel about the story. the second one i a compilation of one shots and is fascinating to read.i wish there were more content about them online as buying their works is kind of complicated (and my japanese is still not very good" anyway, i hope i can manage to read all their stories,their art style is so unique and ethereal.



one artist that i love deeply is Yuko Tatsushima. many of you may have seen the creepypasta "tomino's hell" and its troubling, fascinating painting illustrating the story. well the original title is "i can no longer be a bride" and is the work of tasushima, who i deeply love her paintings.
some of my favorite works from her :

i don't own any of the videos presented here !! for me, a lets play of a game i want to try is way more representative that a simple image. that's why!

i am a real sucker for early 2000's PC games.
when i was a kid my mom was playing Sanitarium (yes..) on our old family PC and even if i was terrified of this game i played it as soon as i was old enough to comprehend english. i can only recommend this game i love the ambiance of it.
(here's a longplay)

idk if this is the game that started my love for early 3D models, but it definitely helped.
i remember discovering The museum of anything goes and being absolutely in LOVE with it. the concet of an interactive 3D gallery was so fun to me and especially the general randomness of this game. i am still looking for a way to play it on my new Mac tho ! definitely not a good choice for old indie games.
i can't seem to find a longplay for it but it's a game you need to experience by yourself anyway.

this being said, my first videogame love was definitely yume nikki. (does that surprises anyone?)
i was about 12 when i discovered it, being in my RPG maker games era (that i never really left, but oh well..)
i think it was the best time in my life to play it.
not too long after i played its main fangames (yume 2kki (which i am still frequently playing ), LCDDEM...) but .flow is the one that hit me the most, and if i have to really name my favorite game, it would me this one. i bet its not too difficult to see the similarities in my aesthetic!

i highly recommend every one of Osamu Sato's games. i will include him in the "artists" section of this page too but speaking about his games, he really has a graphic style of his own.
i don't have to present to you LSD Dream Emulator, as it is already very well know (and is probably a part of Kikiyama's inspiration for yume nikki), but i can suggest you to check Eastern Minds:The Lost Souls of Tong-Nou series, and my personal favorite , Rolypolys no nakakorobiyaoki (i couldn't translate this one, apparently "nanakorobi yaoki" refers to a japanese proverb about not giving up "falling seven times and getting up eight")
it's an educative game to learn english with really interesting graphics !